I never thought I would ever feel this way. I’m a little jealous of my sister, Heather. Not her looks, her messy house, her thankless job, or anything obvious. I’m envious of the one thing I’ve tried so hard to control, unpredictability. I pride myself on being organized and in control. I have my calendar filled out weeks in advance, my daughter’s elementary school applications are complete and I’ve booked the restaurant for our 25th wedding anniversary already. With all this pre planning, why the heck would I want the instability of my sister’s chaotic life? I guess it’s the idea of not knowing what lies ahead. Maybe I need to mix it up a tad, be more spontaneous. Guess what, the rigid scheduling ends here! Today I will eat before I go to the gym not after, and I will fore go the dry cleaner for an out of the blue trip to the hair salon. Okay so it’s not exactly a tattoo or a car I can’t afford, but hey it works for me!